Sunday, July 6, 2008

New Outlook

Greetings my fellow bloggers! As you can see I have been updating my blog. You guys know I can't go too long without changing my look.

I wish I could say I have been enjoying my time off 100%, but that is not the case. Oh let me count the ways things could be better... I hate sounding like a whiner and complaining. I mean, all things considered, my life is pretty darn awesome. Sometimes its hard to see what you have when you spend so much time looking/longing for what you don't. I am guilty of this.

When I turned 40 it was no big deal. I didn't even notice it. I am approaching #45 in September and suddenly I'm feeling...old? No, that's not quite the word I'm looking for... Limited? Maybe. You see, it's just that I feel like I have reached the halfway mark in my life and I am running out of time. I know, I know - 45 is hardly OLD and I don't feel old. Admittedly I think I have hit my midlife crisis. Yikes! Did I just type that for all of mankind to see FOREVER???

OK, so I have admitted THAT... Now what am I going to do about it? Well, for starters I am going to try and enjoy this time off from being in the workforce for a bit. The DH reminded me this is the first time really since I was 19 that I haven't been employed or seeking employment. It's not easy knowing what to do with my time, even though I am textbook OCD.

Wrider's To Do List:

1. Take a Harley safety course.
2. Buy a Harley.
3. :-)

SONG OF THE BLOG: "Don't Think I Don't Think About It" by Darius Rucker. Darius is "Hootie" of Hootie & The Blowfish fame. He recently released a country CD and this song is AWESOME. Totally suits me at the moment. Is it just ME or is he HOT??? Check out his MySpace:

PHOTO OF THE BLOG: This is what I'm talkin' bout!

1 comment:

imaaudioslave said...

Think positive...45 isn't really the half point of your only is if you live to be 90...